I had been horny all day. I found myself dancing in the mirror, watching my body sway back in forth to the music, imagining his big strong hands on my waist. My hair was down and straightened falling so softly on my shoulders. I stripped out of my clothes coming in from a bar called the “Establishment” it was salsa night. As I’m dancing in the mirror my mind starts to wander and I can’t help but replay how he felt, his touch, the way he smelled and the way he gazed at me admiring what he saw. I was lost in the moment and wondering where he was wishing he was there touching me engaging my body. After I came back to the reality of being alone in the room with nothing but my thoughts I fished my toy bag out from my luggage made sure everything was charged and ready to go. Nothing worse then your vibrator dying mid session. I then let my mind wander going back to that place where we were so hot so horny for each other and nothing else mattered but our bodies colliding together. I laid on the bed and pulled a small vibrator out turning it on I pressed it against my clit. Surprised at how sensitive I was I turned down the power I was already so horny so aroused from my thoughts. I was on my back with one hand holding the vibrator to my clit the other rubbing my breasts my nipples at attention. I put down the toy some what frustrated and grabbed a dildo big enough to fill me, it was the size of his cock. With my eyes closed I imagined we were kissing and he was the one rubbing my breasts his hardness pressed against me wanting in. I teased my wet opening calling his name asking him to give my body what it wanted. I was so so wet it was dripping wetting the bed. After I couldn’t hold back any longer I inserted the head into my pussy and softly moaned from the wonderful sensation. “Give me more” I whispered out into the darkness as if he could hear me. I let go of my breast and put both hands between my legs now guiding the rest of the dildo into my pussy. I pulled it out, pushed it in, pulled it out all while I thrust my hips back in forth to get an angle where I could feel “him” touching every wall. After a few minutes I flipped over holding the base of the toy to the bed as I rode it imagining sitting on him looking down into his face those mesmerizing eyes starting back at me. As I was grinding it deep and breathing hard I could feel my pussy tighten around it. Don’t stop keep fucking me I managed out of my mouth pls don’t stop make me cum!!! I was so lost in the moment it was as if he was really there giving me exactly what my body needed. Finally I came and collapsed on the bed. I slid the soaking wet dildo out of my convulsing pussy and threw it on the bed next to me. I pulled the covers up to my neck and was asleep instantly imagining him wrapping his arms around me kissing my neck and spooning me from behind. Good night lover xoxo
In my years of evolving into the great sex expert I am in the bedroom he he he I have witnessed my fair share of men who don’t know how to please a women. There is no wrong or right way to please someone but there are somethings to keep in mind while rolling around in the sheets. Men and women are as different as day and night. Men are like dogs as soon as you call them they are awake alert and overly excited. Women are more like sports cars to reach high performance you must first warm up the engine. Everything begins in the brain, which is our biggest sex organ. If you read my pervious blog you can see how important it is to set things up properly but it’s all about what do you do or don’t do once you are there and are “getting it on”.
THE BODY NEVER LIES; every person is different what turns them on or off and what will bring out that erotic wild side we all have within us somewhere. Fellas…. you must start by pleasing your woman get that engine revving. There is nothing wrong with asking your girl what she likes and what she doesn’t like. I would start with touching and kissing and caressing and then when you work your way down to eating pussy (yes you should most always give it a kiss first) pay close attention to how her body reacts. If you lick her lightly and she isn’t very responsive then maybe she needs it a little rougher or the opposite if she is moving her body away then maybe you need to be more gentle. Don’t ever be afraid to ask your partner if they like something and always be open for suggestions. If her pussy isn’t wet then you haven’t turned her on. Ladies… men are easy, tell them you want to suck their dick and 9 times out of 10 they will be hard and willing. The thing to remember is to watch those teeth lol, it’s funny to me but so true although some men like a little scraping most are sensitive and don’t like it. From my experience men are also going to tell you what they like by body language if the head is more sensitive or the base or the whole thing. I like to incorporate mouth at the end and hand on the base If you need some extra spit gag on it and your mouth will instantly get wet. Once you get to the sex part its kinda of a wide range of possibilities and the only way to know what your partner likes is to communicate. Guys you have to start off slower and build up to the intense fucking. Ladies don’t lay there like a stiff board relax and move your body so it feels good invite the dick in. Don’t be uncomfortable or it will most likely hurt and not feel good for either partner! Awkward sex is the worst kind! I plan on doing a whole segment on sex advice for both men and women. This specific blog entry was just a general outline to the the ball rolling. After I’ve covered the basics I will get into more details and hopefully you can find something in my advice you will be able to apply to your own sexual encounters and make the moments as enjoyable as possible!
When two people decide to share an intimate encounter for the very first time, you can expect mediocre sex to be more common than the spectacular variety. This is to be expected since both partners are still a little nervous about what to expect from one another and are completely clueless about what the other partner enjoys. Ok first things first! Just like when you meet someone your first impression of them lasts or first dates the same thing applies to sex. If you have bad sex the first time around your most likely not going to indulge a second time. Second thing to remember is always always always be prepared!!! There’s nothing worse then unexpected sex and the guy isn’t prepared. This means make sure you have showered including washing under the balls and the butt crack, trimmed, shaved and have fresh boxer/briefs on. Third make sure first time sex with someone is in a comfortable setting. Yes public sex and car sex can be fun but they are meant more for a quickie which is a big no no for the first time. You want to make sure you are able to get comfy so you can maximize the length of sex along with being able to show off your moves. Remember the idea is to make it last and to make it good!! Moving right along; fourth set the mood!! If you can do things like a romantic dinner and candlelight cool but if nothing else turn on the right music. Many people fail to realize the power of music when it comes to seducing women. The secret is to play rare music that she will not recognize and that does not sound like the soundtrack to greece. Last but not least the “kiss”… Most women will decide if they will sleep with a man based on his kissing abilities. Think of the kiss as your sales pitch. You have to get her attention, keep her hooked and close the sale. A nice, soft, passionate and sexy kiss will always get a woman’s imagination going. Don’t make the mistake of kissing for too long, making it too wet and/or lacking variety. Don’t force your tongue into her mouth. Instead, relax your lips; the softer they are, the more sensuous the kiss. Let her invite your tongue in with her own. If you can remember these 5 things to get it going then there’s a pretty good chance for a second time! I have found in my dating experience that although these things seem to be suggestions any regular person should know, there are so many that just don’t get it or don’t give a fuck!
I was headed on one of my frequent business trips its was an early morning flight to the east coast. I decided to wear a salmon colored sweat suit comfy but still sexy. I arrived at Virgin America and checked in. I was upgraded to 1st class so I began to relax this would be a comfortable flight. I got up to my gate made my routine calls to friends and family did my twitter thing and then eventually boarded the flight. As I was getting situated I noticed this tall handsome fella boarding and he was definitely my type. He walked past me and took his seat a few rows behind. As we took off the gentleman next to me happen to be from Australia and was a nice looking older mate headed out on a business trip as well. We chatted almost the whole flight mostly about our kids and family. He asked me what I do for a living and I told him I’m a health coach. Which isn’t a lie I just didn’t tell him I’m also a well known Adult film actress:) By the time we arrived at our destination I was in a good mood and ready to enjoy my trip. What I didn’t know is this trip would change my perspective some. I exited the plane still chatting with the Aussie gentleman until we were headed in different directions. As we said good bye I kept going headed towards baggage claim. I then heard a gentleman who seems to be walking right behind me on the phone talking loud enough I could hear his whole conversation. When I eventually looked back I realized it was the tall guy I noticed when we first were boarding the flight. As we headed into baggage claim he got off the phone and we small talked waiting for the bags to arrive. He had a nice smile and a friendly look in his eyes. He told me he was a trainer for young athletes and of course anything to do with health and fitness catches my attention. So I jokingly say something about myself being a fitness guru. He gave me his card and said if I was interested in working out to hit him up. I had a busy week and didn’t get a chance to contact him. The last day in his city our paths crossed again hmmmmm now I’m interested!!! We decided to workout he picks me up from my hotel and we head out to his gym. During the workout I found myself flirting with him. Something about a man into fitness is a total turn on for me. He didn’t think I could hang and he kept saying he was gonna have me on the verge of throwing up after working me out so hard. He obviously didn’t know who he was dealing with. After the workout he took me to this machine that vibrates. Now I’m to much of a perve to hide how good it was feeling to sit, lay and move on this vibrating machine. I was enjoying the feeling of the vibrations while he was enjoying watching me. After the workout I showered and got dressed still thinking about the dam vibrating machine, I need one of those at home lol… We decided to go grab some dinner and the heat started to turn up from there. Somewhere between sets at the gym or between bites of food at the table I was starting to really enjoy my time spent with this with man. It was nice and refreshing to meet someone who could make me laugh had some intellect conversation and seemed to have a good head on his shoulders. By the time we finished dinner we had spent half the day together and I was having a great time. Neither of us wanted it to end. He dropped me off and a few min later I realized I had left something at the restaurant. I called him and he immediately came back to get me. We joked about me leaving something on purpose so he would have to come back. This energy between us was like high voltage electricity. It was something I haven’t experienced in such a long time. I was drawn to this energy almost hypnotized. About 30 mins after we said good bye I get a text from him saying he was headed away for the weekend with his basketball team he coached and he would love for me to come with him. My flight was leaving in the morning and I had somewhere else I needed to be. I replied I was leaving the next day and I couldn’t. We went back and forth a few texts him convincing me to stay and me not really resisting. Usually I would be like nope sorry buddy I have shit to do catch ya later but this time was different. I wanted to go wanted to feel more of what I was feeling. So I did something I NEVER do I changed my itinerary and told him to count me in!! The next morning he came and picked me up with a few kids from his team in the car. We made the 3 hr drive in what seemed like no time we were so into each other. We arrived and got settled into a hotel and I just knew he was going to try to get some before the basket ball games began that day. To my pleasant surprise he didn’t, he was different, we laid there and held each other until it was time to go. Watching him coach was nice too I LOVE that shit. I was feeling so refreshed like there is still possibly a pot of gold for me at the end of the rainbow. After the games (yes his team won the tournament) we went to dinner, hung out, laughed and had a great time. So we decided to go to a strip club but we were somewhere in a small town in the middle of no where so I wasn’t expecting to much or even to nice of girls. I definitely wasn’t expecting what we saw tho. We pulled up to the club and I know my mouth was wide open as I have never seen anything like this. It was two or maybe three double wide trailers pushed together to make the club. WTF really??? So as we were walking up there were these two girls in the door way and the one in a stripper outfit was telling another girl who was dressed in normal clothes how its the clubs rules when you have bruises you can’t work. Then she was telling the girl she had been clean for a couple of months and once they noticed us walking it they shut up but it was already to late. Let the rachetness begin!!! As we walked into the double wide it was gross and disgusting inside and the girls were looking like half had bullet wounds and the other half didn’t even know what being sexy was they were so far gone on drugs. I didn’t even want to touch anything but since we were there already we decided to have a drink. My new sexy friend orders our drinks and just before I go to take a gulp I look down to see bugs in my drink!!! WTF I had had enough and was ready to go. We decided to check out a night club which as we pulled up had crazy rave music and a little to much techno for our taste. Finally we decide to go back to the Hotel and relax!!! When we got to the room I was feeling good and feeling him. After getting settled and climbing into bed we started kissing. I’m not a big kisser unless I’m way into the guy or something unexplainable makes me want to kiss them. His kisses were soft and gentle and such a turn on. We made out like we were in high school and I was starting to realize if I didn’t make a move we may not get it in that night. He started to rub my body, sore from the workout and turned on from his touch I began to moan and groan softly. To be such a large man he had a gentle touch like he knew what my body needed and was there to please it. We were rubbing and touch and kissing and it was so nice so different. Eventually he made his way down between my legs where he slowly and gently removed my panties which were soaking wet. I was a little embarrassed that my pussy was soooooo wet and I was that turned on. It’s mental for me and even tho he was undressing me for the first time it’s like he had fucked me mentally over and over all day long. After getting me naked he spread my legs and gently started to lick my pussy. Electricity went up my spine and I used all my will to lay there and relax. He looked me in my eyes while his warm mouth was pleasing me. I received all of his energy looking right back at him and into his soul. He had an amazing tongue that had me in euphoria for quite sometime, eventually I took him in my mouth holding nothing back wanting him to feel as good as I did. It was so intense I could feel his body quiver from time to time as I went to work on his cock. I didn’t want this moment to ever end. After I had him so rock hard and I couldn’t take it anymore he quickly covered himself and I got on top slowly guiding his manliness inside of me. I could feel it touch every wall and my pussy was very responsive inviting him in to enjoy. I was expecting it to be over pretty fast since the buildup was so intense but to my surprise he tossed me and flipped my little body in different positions working it out and making me feel so so good! He let me ride, he got behind, he got on top and flipped my legs in different ways, he had me stand up and bend over and with each movement he filled me completely. By the time we were done I came multiple times and collapsed on top of him. As I lay there in this state of pure bliss I was taken back by how much I was liking this guy. Could I have possibly met someone on my level?????? As the weekend continued I easily lost track of time and let myself enjoy the moments we shared. Who would have thought as I was boarding my flight and saw this man and we would end up of having the most amazing weekend together!
I love quotes if theres anything that motivates me the most in my life it would be quotes.. I have always lacked a mentor or roll model to confide in, look up to so I have always found my way reading words of wisdom. Like this one for example ..
“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.”
― Marilyn Monroe
This is a true statement and I think about it when dealing with men. I know I’m a handful and it takes a certain type of open thinking to love me and accept me for who and what I am. If you can’t handle me when I’m crazy and off balanced why would you deserve the best of me when I’m a wonderful friend, lover and mother.
Then there are the ones who give me advice or wisdom make me think and or change the way I view certain things. This next quote I love so much because it is completely true. How many times have you had a friend and or lover and yes they seem to be good to you but you watch them do other people wrong??? Do you really think they won’t do this to you if given the chance? Think about it!
“The best index to a person’s character is how he treats people who can’t do him any good, and how he treats people who can’t fight back.”
― Abigail Van Buren
Sometimes I have a hard time with my thoughts I can’t understand them they can be to complex for even me! I know as I get older And mature I want more from my life. I look for a certain quality of person in relationships wether friendship, business or even romantic. There must be a certain substance there for me to connect!
“I heard what you said. I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want…a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved.”
― Shana Abé
What motivates you??? What keeps you going? AS I have talked about in prior posts motivation is like a fire you must continue to fuel.. If you stop the fire my burn out!
I haven’t been blogging lately because there have been a lot of changes going on in my life. I’m somewhat of a private person so sometimes something’s don’t need to be talked about. I’m a thinker so I can only write about things that come to my head or are in my soul and I feel like sharing! My blogs are all self written and come from the heart. I can not make this shit up, it just is what it is! So I apologize to my fans who look forward to reading my stories. I will do my best to keep the good ones coming! As a lot of you have seen or are realizing, although I have not retired from shooting porn as if yet I have slowed down a great deal and am not shooting as much. There are a number of reasons why. For me porn is a piece of my life it does not consume me. I know some of my coworkers shoot everyday and live, breathe, sleep and eat porn an that’s great….. For them. I have many talents besides sucking dick and riding like a wild cowgirl on a bucking horse. I’m also a full time mother and a business woman along with a great friend and a beginning mentor in the world of fitness and health. I’m really excited about my future inside and out of the adult industry as I feel something great is right there at my finger tips. Hopefully you guys will stay true and positive and support me on what ever moves I make for my future. As you all know my workout ethics are impeccable and my willpower to want more is off the richter scale but I also want to explore the world of writing. I’m thinking of starting a fiction section to my blog where I can share some if my imagination and stories I dream up in my head. I just wanted to get this out to you guys as I am working on a short fiction story now and also another one of my juicy sex stories. I had an amazing experience this weekend I can’t wait to tell you all about it! I’m getting wet just thinking about it yikes that was intense. Also I can never say this enough…. Thank you for all the love an support from all my fans you guys are amazing and I look forward to keeping you on your toes!
I’ve been getting a lot of questions and requests about my workout, nutrition and lifestyle! I love it!!!! Im always open to talk about what has me feeling so great from day to day! I can remember 5 years ago relying solely on my very active lifestyle to stay looking good! My diet consisted of taco bell and hot wings, drinking a lot and late night soak up the alcohol food! I didn’t really care about how I would feel in 20 years or what I was doing to my body! Then I got pregnant! It was something I wasn’t planning and although it was with someone I am still very close to today I did not need another child I already had my son who was 4 or 5 at the time! So after going to the Dr we learned I was carrying twins. Twins, wow that’s intense!!! I decided this was a blessing and I wanted to keep them how could I not! Within 2 months I looked 4 months and by the time I was three months I was huge and already showing like I was 6months it seemed! Soon after I started having complications and I lost one…. then the other. I was completely depressed loosing two babies and my body. This is when I decided to join a gym and start exercising. In the beginning it was a hassle and I hated it. I didn’t know what I was doing on the machines and I had no motivation. Then one day something triggered. LIke a light switch came on. Slowly I started to evolve. I started to loose my newly gained baby weight and realized in the process all my stress for the day would disappear with my workouts. 5 years later I’m in the best shape ever and I love to exercise. You can’t change yourself overnight its a process. If you try and cheat the process you will fail. You have to evolve as a person and want to be healthier. I’m not on a diet its just a way of life for me. I eat bad stuff too I just do it in moderation. I am excited to be able to help more and more people realize and grow into a healthier them. First step is to decide you want to change and to be determined to do so. The high road is always the hardest… but once you get going it’s not a bad way to go at all!
People ask me all the time what motivates me, I’m the friend/family member who is always encouraging those around me. Doesn’t matter if its working out, staying healthy, staying busy or to even just staying positive somehow I have this keen ability to stay very active and encouraged to reach for the stars. Heres a little break down of my thoughts and opinions:
Motivation is an interesting thing. It’s the reason some succeed and most fail. It’s almost like a plant if you don’t continue to water it, it will die. I generally like to consider myself a pretty motivated person but I notice even in my life if I don’t find something to keep the fire burring it will go out!! If you want to make things happen the ability to motivate yourself and others is a crucial skill. Different ways to be motivated or find motivation first thing I would say is to find something pleasurable to motivate you. Providing pleasurable rewards creates eager and productive people. Set long team and short term goals. Write them down somewhere you will see them often. Look over you goals daily adjusting things along the way. Also what I have learned that makes a huge difference in my motivational level is to never settle. Don’t let your self ever be stagnated!! Every time you accomplish something raise the bar a little higher even if its just slightly! Also always keep your mind stimulated! Don’t do the same thing all the time. Find variety in what ever you need motivation for. A stimulating environment create enthusiasm and the opportunity for “big picture” thinking. I hope this helps some or even all of you to strive to be the best! Reach for the starts and accomplish all your goals in the process. I know I am 🙂 see you on top!!
We have been trying to catch each other for the past few months but the timing wasn’t right. He’s busy I’m busy our schedules haven’t matched up until last night. He booked my ticket on the train and I was on my way to Philly. I sat next to this cute guy who was taking the train to DC and then getting on a flight to Paris. I was jealous!!! The ride went fast as we chatted about random stuff. When I arrived in Philly I hoped in a cab over to his place. He greeted me with a huge smile and we looked at each other knowing it was going down. We sat at his bar and he poured drinks while I rolled the weed. We had some amazing conversations about life and random stuff. I love a man who can really go deep and talk about shit it’s a very sexy quality. We sat and smoked hookah and trees until we were booth feeling nice. I climbed into his arms and started kissing his neck and rubbing his back. The warmth from our skin touching heated everything up. As we headed up the stairs to his bedroom I was thinking how much my body was craving this moment. The lights were dimmed very low and sexy and there were mirrors EVERYWHERE! I love mirrors, the night just got more exciting. He laid me down and slowly caressed my body making me quiver with his touch. Slowly teasing me he undressed me appreciating every inch of my body. I grabbed his hand and put it between my legs as my wetness was dripping down and out of my purring kitty already. He got immediately excited and wanted to taste me. I laid on my back and he went down and teased my clit and made me squirm. I could only lay there and moan as I was intensely turned on. Before I knew what was going on he flipped me over on my stomach and began to lick my ass. At first I was a little uncomfortable but I didn’t stop him (this was a first) I laid there and he licked me until next thing you know I was totally enjoying it. I don’t know what he was doing but it felt amazing. I was now moaning loud and I wanted more. He kept going and was so into it, I was too. Without ever touching my pussy I came 3x’s…. My mind was blown!!! Never have I felt this I liked it! Eventually I couldn’t take anymore so I pushed him down and took his hardness in my mouth. It was hard as can be and I enjoyed sucking it and gagging on it for as long as I could hold back the need of wanting him inside me. I climbed on top and took him deep inside me. Rubbing my clit on him as it went in and out. Pure euphoria!!! We had amazing erotic sex for as long as it lasted I lost track of time. I rode him, he got on top of me and then behind me (my fav) The sex was intense all the way until the end when we booth collapsed in exhaustion. I slept on his chest most of the night still enjoying the warmth of his body. The next morning we had breakfast and I had to go…. I had to get mine and go, but it’s like that sometimes!!
We always flirt when I come in. As soon as I walk in the front I look for him to say hello and we exchange the looks of wanting to devour each other. He has been manager of the gym for quite some time and moved to California from the south and has that friendly genuine spirit about him. Me loving men who workout and have nice bodies pared with a great smile…. I’m in!!!! I carefully selected my gym attire making sure my ASSets looked great and headed to the gym like normal. When I got there I found John and we said hello but something was different, he had a look in his eye, a look I couldn’t figure out. When we hugged he pulled me close to him his body was pressed against mine. I could feel the heat from his body along with his hardening cock growing. Of course I was turned completely on but I couldn’t show it. I kept my composure and pulled away to go work out. As I walked away from him I could feel his eyes watching me undressing me in his mind. Oh the things I would do to him, we would do to each other. I started stretching and with in a few minutes John came and found me and said he wanted to show me something in the cardio room. I could tell by the intensity in his face this “workout” was going to be a good one. HE rambled as we walked by other members of the gym working out with no idea what was about to happen. He led me into the aerobics room which was luckily empty and we ended up in the back area where the weights are kept. As soon as we were out of site from everyone it was on. We were kissing and he was grabbing me aggressively and it was as if a faucet was turned on. I was beyond wet completely lost in this very moment. He pulled my breast out and started to suck on them and I had to use all my will power to keep quite. I dropped to my knees and began to pull his dick out and to my surprise it was huge, I started to suck it and slobber all over it. With one hand rubbing his balls and the other stroking the base as I sucked the rest of it with my now very wet juicy mouth. After I couldn’t take it anymore I stood up pulled my pants down and bent over so he could go inside me. I felt every inch fill me it was big and it felt amazing. Still trying my hardest to keep quite he fucked me for a few mins and came all to soon. We were dressed just as a lady walked in with her weights and her mat ready for her own workout. I looked at John and we both cracked up laughing. He whispered we need a full on session and I agreed completely. We left the “sex” room like nothing happen and he went back to rambling only this time I didn’t hear anything I could only see his mouth moving I was still stuck on what just happen. I headed straight to the treadmill I needed to run some of my built up sexual aggression out. I had a great workout and then said good bye like nothing happen on my way out!!! That was hot!!! Sex in places you may get caught is always fun even if there is only time for a quicky!