Words of wisdom… they always help me!

I love quotes if theres anything that motivates me the most in my life it would be quotes.. I have always lacked a mentor or roll model to confide in, look up to so I have always found my way reading words of wisdom. Like this one for example ..

“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.”
― Marilyn Monroe

This is a true statement and I think about it when dealing with men. I know I’m a handful and it takes a certain type of open thinking to love me and accept me for who and what I am. If you can’t handle me when I’m crazy and off balanced why would you deserve the best of me when I’m a wonderful friend, lover and mother.

Then there are the ones who give me advice or wisdom make me think and or change the way I view certain things. This next quote I love so much because it is completely true. How many times have you had a friend and or lover and yes they seem to be good to you but you watch them do other people wrong??? Do you really think they won’t do this to you if given the chance? Think about it!

“The best index to a person’s character is how he treats people who can’t do him any good, and how he treats people who can’t fight back.”
― Abigail Van Buren

Sometimes I have a hard time with my thoughts I can’t understand them they can be to complex for even me! I know as I get older And mature I want more from my life. I look for a certain quality of person in relationships wether friendship, business or even romantic. There must be a certain substance there for me to connect!

“I heard what you said. I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want…a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved.”
― Shana Abé

What motivates you??? What keeps you going? AS I have talked about in prior posts motivation is like a fire you must continue to fuel.. If you stop the fire my burn out!

A message from Austin

I haven’t been blogging lately because there have been a lot of changes going on in my life. I’m somewhat of a private person so sometimes something’s don’t need to be talked about. I’m a thinker so I can only write about things that come to my head or are in my soul and I feel like sharing! My blogs are all self written and come from the heart. I can not make this shit up, it just is what it is! So I apologize to my fans who look forward to reading my stories. I will do my best to keep the good ones coming! As a lot of you have seen or are realizing, although I have not retired from shooting porn as if yet I have slowed down a great deal and am not shooting as much. There are a number of reasons why. For me porn is a piece of my life it does not consume me. I know some of my coworkers shoot everyday and live, breathe, sleep and eat porn an that’s great….. For them. I have many talents besides sucking dick and riding like a wild cowgirl on a bucking horse. I’m also a full time mother and a business woman along with a great friend and a beginning mentor in the world of fitness and health. I’m really excited about my future inside and out of the adult industry as I feel something great is right there at my finger tips. Hopefully you guys will stay true and positive and support me on what ever moves I make for my future. As you all know my workout ethics are impeccable and my willpower to want more is off the richter scale but I also want to explore the world of writing. I’m thinking of starting a fiction section to my blog where I can share some if my imagination and stories I dream up in my head. I just wanted to get this out to you guys as I am working on a short fiction story now and also another one of my juicy sex stories. I had an amazing experience this weekend I can’t wait to tell you all about it! I’m getting wet just thinking about it yikes that was intense. Also I can never say this enough…. Thank you for all the love an support from all my fans you guys are amazing and I look forward to keeping you on your toes!

How I got started…. now it’s your turn

I’ve been getting a lot of questions and requests about my workout, nutrition and lifestyle! I love it!!!! Im always open to talk about what has me feeling so great from day to day! I can remember 5 years ago relying solely on my very active lifestyle to stay looking good! My diet consisted of taco bell and hot wings, drinking a lot and late night soak up the alcohol food! I didn’t really care about how I would feel in 20 years or what I was doing to my body! Then I got pregnant! It was something I wasn’t planning and although it was with someone I am still very close to today I did not need another child I already had my son who was 4 or 5 at the time! So after going to the Dr we learned I was carrying twins. Twins, wow that’s intense!!! I decided this was a blessing and I wanted to keep them how could I not! Within 2 months I looked 4 months and by the time I was three months I was huge and already showing like I was 6months it seemed! Soon after I started having complications and I lost one…. then the other. I was completely depressed loosing two babies and my body. This is when I decided to join a gym and start exercising. In the beginning it was a hassle and I hated it. I didn’t know what I was doing on the machines and I had no motivation. Then one day something triggered. LIke a light switch came on. Slowly I started to evolve. I started to loose my newly gained baby weight and realized in the process all my stress for the day would disappear with my workouts. 5 years later I’m in the best shape ever and I love to exercise. You can’t change yourself overnight its a process. If you try and cheat the process you will fail. You have to evolve as a person and want to be healthier. I’m not on a diet its just a way of life for me. I eat bad stuff too I just do it in moderation. I am excited to be able to help more and more people realize and grow into a healthier them. First step is to decide you want to change and to be determined to do so. The high road is always the hardest… but once you get going it’s not a bad way to go at all!

Let me help motivate you!!!

People ask me all the time what motivates me, I’m the friend/family member who is always encouraging those around me. Doesn’t matter if its working out, staying healthy, staying busy or to even just staying positive somehow I have this keen ability to stay very active and encouraged to reach for the stars. Heres a little break down of my thoughts and opinions:

Motivation is an interesting thing. It’s the reason some succeed and most fail. It’s almost like a plant if you don’t continue to water it, it will die. I generally like to consider myself a pretty motivated person but I notice even in my life if I don’t find something to keep the fire burring it will go out!! If you want to make things happen the ability to motivate yourself and others is a crucial skill. Different ways to be motivated or find motivation first thing I would say is to find something pleasurable to motivate you. Providing pleasurable rewards creates eager and productive people. Set long team and short term goals. Write them down somewhere you will see them often. Look over you goals daily adjusting things along the way. Also what I have learned that makes a huge difference in my motivational level is to never settle. Don’t let your self ever be stagnated!! Every time you accomplish something raise the bar a little higher even if its just slightly! Also always keep your mind stimulated! Don’t do the same thing all the time. Find variety in what ever you need motivation for. A stimulating environment create enthusiasm and the opportunity for “big picture” thinking. I hope this helps some or even all of you to strive to be the best! Reach for the starts and accomplish all your goals in the process. I know I am see you on top!!

Get Mine and Go…. It’s like that sometimes

We have been trying to catch each other for the past few months but the timing wasn’t right. He’s busy I’m busy our schedules haven’t matched up until last night. He booked my ticket on the train and I was on my way to Philly. I sat next to this cute guy who was taking the train to DC and then getting on a flight to Paris. I was jealous!!! The ride went fast as we chatted about random stuff. When I arrived in Philly I hoped in a cab over to his place. He greeted me with a huge smile and we looked at each other knowing it was going down. We sat at his bar and he poured drinks while I rolled the weed. We had some amazing conversations about life and random stuff. I love a man who can really go deep and talk about shit it’s a very sexy quality. We sat and smoked hookah and trees until we were booth feeling nice. I climbed into his arms and started kissing his neck and rubbing his back. The warmth from our skin touching heated everything up. As we headed up the stairs to his bedroom I was thinking how much my body was craving this moment. The lights were dimmed very low and sexy and there were mirrors EVERYWHERE! I love mirrors, the night just got more exciting. He laid me down and slowly caressed my body making me quiver with his touch. Slowly teasing me he undressed me appreciating every inch of my body. I grabbed his hand and put it between my legs as my wetness was dripping down and out of my purring kitty already. He got immediately excited and wanted to taste me. I laid on my back and he went down and teased my clit and made me squirm. I could only lay there and moan as I was intensely turned on. Before I knew what was going on he flipped me over on my stomach and began to lick my ass. At first I was a little uncomfortable but I didn’t stop him (this was a first) I laid there and he licked me until next thing you know I was totally enjoying it. I don’t know what he was doing but it felt amazing. I was now moaning loud and I wanted more. He kept going and was so into it, I was too. Without ever touching my pussy I came 3x’s…. My mind was blown!!! Never have I felt this I liked it! Eventually I couldn’t take anymore so I pushed him down and took his hardness in my mouth. It was hard as can be and I enjoyed sucking it and gagging on it for as long as I could hold back the need of wanting him inside me. I climbed on top and took him deep inside me. Rubbing my clit on him as it went in and out. Pure euphoria!!! We had amazing erotic sex for as long as it lasted I lost track of time. I rode him, he got on top of me and then behind me (my fav) The sex was intense all the way until the end when we booth collapsed in exhaustion. I slept on his chest most of the night still enjoying the warmth of his body. The next morning we had breakfast and I had to go…. I had to get mine and go, but it’s like that sometimes!!

The Sex Room

We always flirt when I come in. As soon as I walk in the front I look for him to say hello and we exchange the looks of wanting to devour each other. He has been manager of the gym for quite some time and moved to California from the south and has that friendly genuine spirit about him. Me loving men who workout and have nice bodies pared with a great smile…. I’m in!!!! I carefully selected my gym attire making sure my ASSets looked great and headed to the gym like normal. When I got there I found John and we said hello but something was different, he had a look in his eye, a look I couldn’t figure out. When we hugged he pulled me close to him his body was pressed against mine. I could feel the heat from his body along with his hardening cock growing. Of course I was turned completely on but I couldn’t show it. I kept my composure and pulled away to go work out. As I walked away from him I could feel his eyes watching me undressing me in his mind. Oh the things I would do to him, we would do to each other. I started stretching and with in a few minutes John came and found me and said he wanted to show me something in the cardio room. I could tell by the intensity in his face this “workout” was going to be a good one. HE rambled as we walked by other members of the gym working out with no idea what was about to happen. He led me into the aerobics room which was luckily empty and we ended up in the back area where the weights are kept. As soon as we were out of site from everyone it was on. We were kissing and he was grabbing me aggressively and it was as if a faucet was turned on. I was beyond wet completely lost in this very moment. He pulled my breast out and started to suck on them and I had to use all my will power to keep quite. I dropped to my knees and began to pull his dick out and to my surprise it was huge, I started to suck it and slobber all over it. With one hand rubbing his balls and the other stroking the base as I sucked the rest of it with my now very wet juicy mouth. After I couldn’t take it anymore I stood up pulled my pants down and bent over so he could go inside me. I felt every inch fill me it was big and it felt amazing. Still trying my hardest to keep quite he fucked me for a few mins and came all to soon. We were dressed just as a lady walked in with her weights and her mat ready for her own workout. I looked at John and we both cracked up laughing. He whispered we need a full on session and I agreed completely. We left the “sex” room like nothing happen and he went back to rambling only this time I didn’t hear anything I could only see his mouth moving I was still stuck on what just happen. I headed straight to the treadmill I needed to run some of my built up sexual aggression out. I had a great workout and then said good bye like nothing happen on my way out!!! That was hot!!! Sex in places you may get caught is always fun even if there is only time for a quicky!

Austin doing Anal

I can’t count how many times I have been asked to do anal or asked when I’m gonna do it. I have even had some pretty generous offers to do it from companies. I have definitely been putting some thought into it I even have purchased a few toys to try them out and see if its something I can even do. When I was about 18 my boyfriend at the time wanted to try it and of course the nasty girl I am I was totally down to try. We were both unexperienced at all in that area and I didn’t realize it would be waaaay different then Vag sex and I should have learned more before giving it a shot. So we were having sex one day and he pulled out and just tried to shove it in my butt. As you can imagine it hurt baaaaaaaadly. So bad I cried and cried and couldn’t use the bathroom for a couple days as I was afraid that too was going to hurt. It was a very traumatic experience for me and I said I would never do that again. So over the years I’ve always had in the back of my head that I would never do it but now that I’m a little older and a lot more experienced I’m definitely interested in giving it another shot. I haven’t yet but I want to try. If all goes well I may just shoot my very first and only Anal scene (I don’t see my self going crazy and shooting a bunch of them) but maybe one or two. I’m curious what my fans think. Will you like me more, same, less? Will I widen my fan base if I do so ultimately meaning will I make more money. I’m interested in hearing feed back from all of you on the subject and if you think I should do it and if I did would you purchase the scene. Please keep in mind if I did do it it would totally be for my fans. Leave a comment and let me know what you think!!!!

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A brief heads up

I’m an truly sorry I have been majorly slacking on writing on my blog! I try not to complain or talk about when I have stressful things going on in my personal side of my life but as with anyone else it sometimes gets the best of me. So bare with as it has been a ruff last two weeks! I wanted to write a brief blog while I’m here in Vegas and sober! I don’t think I have EVER traveled here and went the whole weekend without being intoxicated! It’s not so bad I guess . So I’m gonna start doing Video blogs once a week where I answer questions my fans have! Anything you would like to know email me your questions to msaustintaylor@gmail.com and I will answer a few every week. I will be doing my video blog tomorrow so send me those questions ASAP!

Can Porn be considered art?

I sat down to write a blog this morning and I was going to talk about women aging and the harsh society we live in and the pressures to get enhancements and or plastic surgery… but I was going thru my mail and I received an email from one of my fans who is also a fan of my blog. (yaaay) After reading his mail my brain was turing and I was completely intrigued by what he had to say let me share….

“I realize that there is a debate going on in certain (artistic and other, academic even) circles over whether or not pornography can constitute art. Some say it can, while others claim that the very utterance “pornography can be art” is an oxymoron in itself. The way I see it, pornography CAN constitute art insofar as it takes scenarios & imagery rendered “forbidden” (that is, by definition, “taboo”) by the rest of society and turns them into sexual scenarios and imagery, thus laying them before our eyes to see, whether society at large wants this to happen or not.

I believe that pornography turns into artistic expression especially in the case of interracial pornography: black sexuality (especially black male sexuality, and more specifically the black penis) has been a subject of norms and regulations, rules and restrictions, for predominantly white, racist societies for centuries; conversely, white females have been seen as the “pure-as-snow” angels to be protected from sexual advances made by the black “beasts”. This being the case, interracial pornography (by showing white females in sexual scenarios with black males) takes these taboo issues and turns them into powerful expression, thereby exorcising demons the rest of society is afraid to even face due to its inability to live up to its racist past & present.

Hence, white female adult entertainers who not only perform in interracial pornography, but openly give intense performances in films adhering to this category (that is, performers such as yourself, Ms Taylor) are, in my book and according to my logic, ARTISTS who do what artists should be doing: force society to face its fears, and exorcise its demons through employing “forbidden” imagery in their expression.”

Are your wheels turning now? Interesting piece right? Very well written as well. I have to say I agree with this. I do believe porn is a form of expression. It’s my creative way of releasing my inner sexuality. When I am shooting I am performing. I am creating a fantasy world for you to get lost in. As far as interracial porn… To many times am I judged buy the fact I do it. In the bigger picture I think a lot of society has a fear of black and white mixing. It isn’t considered interracial when an asain or mexican girl shoots with a white guy its really only when black skin is involved. Why is that? What is everyone so afraid of? I grew up here in Los Angeles and I had a black best friend when I was little and I had a white one too. I grew up with no color lines. I thought we were all Americans here in the states. We focus to much of the different skin colors when we need to focus more on our children’s education. As a whole we are failing our kids. This should be more of a focus in my opinion then what color penis is inside Austin!